Saturday, September 19, 2009

Peaceful Sunday..

Just finished my Sunday service and i am feeling gd...leave all my worries and loads to Lord..and here i am ..all recharged again!! Gona bring my parent and mother-in-law to Sembawang hotspring...heard it is good for those with foot problems...gona give it a try later..hehe...

Finally..confirm my "an chuang' date..yeah!!Now i can slowly do my shopping for the wedding gifts/items..

Grey day..

How does it feels to logon your msn early in the morning to receive an interrogation from someone? Seriously, i am damn pissed off as it spoilt my mood...i am further aggrevated when i was being blamed before the issue was not sorted out...how would i knw that my presence at that place will caused HER to be harassed? How would i knw HE will do such a disgusting act?Why would i do such a thing to a GOOD frd??I have been thru thick and thin wif her...was there when she fell down 2 years back...was there to give her my blessing when she found her mr right....in the end...i was just nothing in her eyes...i was utterly upset..does she knws and does she cares?

I just need to pour out my feelings now...

Yes...she has changed ever since she found her mr right...well..i will not disclose the details and the hidden secrets...i guess only few people knw about it..anyway..i will still give her my blessing and wish them all the best..

I dont feel bad of what had taken place to her few days back..becos i knw deep in my heart...i wasnt in the wrong...i dare to confidently and sincerely say that i treated her truthfully all these years...if she thinks i am that kind of person...there is nothing i can say...

I knw she has told one of frds abt it or even to more people...but i dont care wat they tink of me as they have only heard her one-sided story..

True frds are hard to find and hard to maintain..TRUST is just one thin line between frdship and enemies...

Can i still believe in true frdship?? Time will tell...